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Why tell me?

Just living ,smiling and being happier

Was a part of my life I was just a unfamous ,introvert ,and nerdy

Girl ,lost in world of my books

Not the romantic ones though

The self heath care ones

Why just beacause ? I wanted peace

From the chaotic world,

From the unwanted people,

From the my lovers who just pretend to be,

From the toxic people

And I craved hot chocolate to drink more than a cup of chai

Beacuse it held a comfort that

'My Indian thing cannot give'

I never cared or should I say I tried not to care why?

because I wanted peace,

Because I wanted space ,

Because I wanted comfort,

Because I wanted to be me,

But the more I try the more I am dragged into the mess I try to make my emotions in control try to mask them beneath my calm exterior but what can I even do,

"Kehete hai na kaam karne jao and Kand ho jati hai "

I feel my life only revolves around that phrase Because I thought that if I stayed away from Indian into a desolated place

Maybe I'll meet new people's or not I'll find peace Because there I will not be knowing anyone there

And to be honest being silent in crowd full of laughters and murmers is me

Reading Shakespeare play in the calm cozy cafe with a hot chocolate in this perfect autumn like weather

To re read ikigai again and again to keep my self in check

I persuade myself so much but I ended up again in someone's mess

Sometimes I just feel I want to  be selfish and get dissappear From where i am to where only me and my nature is present

Because I am tired I am very tired of everything that sometimes I feel wish I can go back to my that age where I just had to watch some cartoon during the evening and do homework at night and sleep

Where I was happy reading poems and proses like my life used to depend on it and how angry I used to get when I ever heard what BASSANIO did !

What Macbeth did to Duncan I hated that and I enjoyed everything

I was going to enter the empty seat of ferris wheel because now only that can calm me down other wise I will lose myself and I won't even remember my which self would've told that

Life was so perfect until —

THUMP!

a hand kept on my shoulder firm and tightly I turned around instinctly amiming to punch that fellow

I raised my fist to throw away but someone stopped that midway

"Hey troublemaker wanted me dead or what!"

I heard the voice As but wasn't able to see anything

Oh god medicine impact, what can I do I had to take it ,but....with voice it seems like WAIT—OH GOD

"Move away you bastard"

I shouted shifting his hands off me

"Why can't you always talk like a normal person girl!"

He hissed but all things were blury infont of me I stepped back shaking my head trying to clear off the foggy clouds on my eyes but the Damm eyedrop and medicines

"Ahhhh"  a cried came out when I was going to accidently slipped of the compartment from where I had to get in

My eyes widened and my lungs were begging for the air that they needed the strength felt off my hands

Suddenly a hand grabbed me and pulled me towards it in a second

While I was still in the slumber  of my problem the person tapped on my cheeks once twice but nothing came on view everything felt blury

My eyes started closing the last thing I remember before crossing my eyes was that I was in someone's Arm .

But it felt safe and sound...

She wasn't she I don't know what happened but something pulled me toward her the moment she left the gallery

I was pulled attracted towards her isn't she  a stranger a enemy

Whom it was hardly even a day when I met her but it's dangerous the way

"I want still I can't stay away from her and—it's not love it can't be I know this..this but

I want to hurt and see her smile her  at the sametime"

Oh just shut up Ben what are you even talking about

I slipped from the crowd kneeling down and moving away from there

"Hush these boys and girls these days are just obsessed with me"

I said shrugging of the dust from my favourite jacket and went towards

my ruby aka my dear bike

No one even gets to touch or even get near it

But today was emergency and James too wasn't here

"Where the fvck that man went"

I cursed more him under my breath

And thank god I saw sam in view with sofi I did not wanted to leave my ruby with him

Never even in my life I even let it touch to anyone

It's care and wash all I see my own

But today just for that stranger girl I had to risk all of it urghh

I can't I kept battling with my mind whether I should give or not but then troublemaker was going out of my view I had to hurry

Run Ben there's no time !

I murmered to myself and

I ran towards sam tossing the keys towards him

"Keep my ruby guarded properly sam even a scratch in it will cost you very much more than pounds"

I declared my voice razor sharp and leaving no room for argument

There she was walking Angrily stomping her feets against the rough floor her black staright hairs flowing past her shoulders revealing her shiny black jacket which actually made a contrast with mine

Suddenly she stopped near the isolated corner where almost no one could see

And she took out some kind of small bag

"What exactly is that"

I thought but then she took out some medicines and gulped it down without water

"What no water needed "

Then she took out an eye drop and poured two drops on her eyes

"I am not able to understand you troublemaker"

Then she stopped and stilled for few minutes ,but started walking again

I don't know but the way she was walking was looking like she was lost somewhere

She went near the  faur area and the WHAT ferris wheel

'You went away Angrily just because you wanted a ride'

(A/N- I am sure he must be having not some sane thoughts regarding the word sane🤨😏)

I though but  this did not make any sense

I went behind her slamming some profound notes on the caretaker of the wheels present there

And kept my hands on her but she she turned and then was ready to throw a punch straight towards me

"Hey troublemaker wanted me dead or what!"

I Said clearly surprised but kind of expected from her

But she was not she

Trembling and shaking her head

"Move away you bastard"

She shouted on top.of her lungs

Oh god my—I mean troublemaker was going to fell off the compartment

I grabbed her hands and brought her towards me

Even  patted her cheeks but she fell unconscious

And behind me were so many people standing the crowd was getting so big and there wasn't any way

"Shouldn't we go towards her" I asked kripa standing beside me who was as shocked as me

"No we should leave her alone beside I have put a tracker in her small pich she would never forget that remember"

She said placing a hand over mine

And by now luna was also nowhere to be seen

I felt irritated there are three girls with me to protect and each and every one is roaming here or there

"From now on neither of you will go out of dorm "

I spoke clear sharp and frustrated because I can't loose any one of them each and everyone of them are my life

"Calm down vinay let's go and grab something to eat " Kripa said holding my hands and dragging my hands out of the place

"What are we gonna do with this Damm cassette " I asked her taking out the cassette from my pocket it's been on eday since it was lying with me

Kripa's eyes widened in horror she snatched it from my hand and kept it in her purse

"Do not take it out vinay it's super Important "

I shrugged my shoulders and then was ready throw any questions again

But Kripa shoved the burrito in my

Mouth

"Eat it nicely" she said and then took out her DSLRs opening it's camera she pointed towards my mouth stuffed with

"Dear kriloves welcome to 32th vlog of journal with kri" she started flipping her hairs and tossing it one side

"So we are having my bo— I mean my very good friend here his mouth stuffed With my favourite cheesy burrito "

She was saying continously enjoying everything moving her hands up and down doing action every where

While I was lost in her

The way her eyes lit up when she was say

Everything around me felt liked it slowed down the air and murmers of people around me felt silent

Her hairs blowed in air brushing off the coolbreez silently

Her smile felt like the relief to my chaotic self her mere presence was soothing

Suddenly

THUD

"What are you doing pig should I make wear a saree again "

She whispered smiling looking at the camera

Saree oh yeah!!

Flashback

" Ani do you really think it's a good idea cause this is a very big mansion "

Vinay said still scared

"Shut up you idiot"

"Shut up you idiot "

"Shut up pig"

All.the girls said to him at the same time when he made a pout on his face

"So the plan is kri and viany you both will stay here and guard the entrance because according to Kripa they all must me somewhere riding right?"

Anika said her voice barely above whispered where

"But how we will distract them " vinay said panicking

"Relax dude when i am here why to worry " She said placing a hand on his shoulder

"That's the only thing to worry" vinay said his voice low and murmuring

"What did you say" Kripa asked him steeping forwards towards her

"Nothing nothing meri maa" vinay said joining his both hands

And then turned towards luna and Anika

"Bro tell me I look like which animal either than street one"

He asked flashing his thirty theeth at once

"Pig" all the girls said at once

"Yes and that also does not live at street but at mud" Anika said to him winking her eyes

"Like you live nature's so called boy" luna said teasing him smiling mischiefly

While Vinay stepped back dramatically as if someone had actually stabbed him

And betrayed him

"You all are bad very bad"

He fake cried

While all other three girls laughed

(A/N- aww my poor vinay sacrificed himself for his three precious)

"Okay okay let's go to work" luna said taking Anika's hand and moving towards the entrance wearing the black cloak around her neck and also made Anika wear

"Bro do you really think this is necessary cause I am not snape"anika said to her

"But I am you become my Liliy " luna said flirting with her placing her hand on Anika's shoulder seductively

While Anika taken aback steeped back clearly surprised "Bro I am straight"

Luna bursted out laughing

They moved quietly throught the corridors of the big mansion where winds blew off the curtains and the moonlight reflected it's glow

"ARE you sure no one is present in the home" Anika asked clutching hands of luna

"Relax the two old person here have gone to some old cafe and his little sister always remains in her room" luna said and Anika nodded

As soon as they reached the rooms oh his door someone's voice came from behind

Now we runnin' wild, yeah, I'm all you need, I'mma be your idol.

Be your idol. Living in your mind now. Too late, cause you're mine now. I will make you free. When you're all a part of me."

A Soft voice reached there ear making them stiffened in there place

'Maut ka nanga nach hojayega' Anika muttered slowly

While luna whispered

"Bro because of you all someday I have to learn your language "

They hid behind the big white curtains holding each other together

"Matarani matarani is baar bacha Lena agli baar I will surely not get involved on anything" Anika said shivering and closing her eyes

"Bro what are you saying I am not able to understand " While luna cried holding her

"In this situation should I become your translator luni" Anika fakly cried

While the person whose soft voice reached them was none other than sofia

Who was dancing and laughing all along the corridor singing

Today we are gone Anika cried

While luna kept Whispering

"Oh Jesus oh almighty please help me mother marry please help your child"

And there sofia wearing her earpods was not even listening to them

But here sweating Anika and luna were even worshiping there stars to save them

"Fishh fishh Amour looks like she is gone" luna said peeking out of the curtains

Where Anika was lost somewhere her head blury she was not even able to hear what the other person was saying

Luna felt suspicious then she taped Anika's shoulder one twice but she was not looking like she was in state

"Again stress might have caused her this" she thought and helped Anika to settle down the floor hid by curtain once enduring no one was there

She herself took the hold of the things and went in his room

After sometime she cane out where Anika was peacefully resting her head near the wall

Luna chest tightened seeing her "what should we do about you mon Amour if we didn't agree to this again you could have got the same attack

And agreeing also costed us this state"

As she said she dialed vinay's number

Other side

"See Kripa I can see someone comming" vinay said hushing

While Kripa who was scrolling through her phone was shocked and alert at the same time

Widened her eyes in disbelief and fear

"They are still inside viany...." she murmered

"we need to borrow more time " saying  this she took out some clothes from her spare bag which was kept beside her

Vinay's eyes widened

"No..no...no I am not with you in this stupid act of you"

He said to her while she smiled no smriked mischiefly and gave him a white saree with a white wig

"Wear it and come fast"

Whiel glaring at hum she said "don't even dare to say no it's important got it"

While gulping and accepting his fate vinay sadly started wearing saree

While kripa's eyes widened

"You will wear saree here only ?" She asked shocked

Vinay looked at her and then smricked

"will you come with me to washroom helping me to wear the saree"

(A/N- sharma gayi meri ladki bhai beheno🙈)

For the first time Kripa was shocked and had her mouth hunged open

"Besharam" saying this she turned her head

While Unmistakably a blush crept on her face

But vinay the one was struggling with it and it irritated her very much

She said

"Oh gosh pig don't you know how to wear the saree"

While the one vinay who was struggling with it wrapping around his jeans stopped and looked towards her

Smiled then leaned towards her his eyes gleaming mischievously

"But I know how to undress it honey" he said his voice deep and dark

Kripa  was taken aback by his actions and then she smaked his shoulder

"Focus on what we are doing and not you cheap things"

And by now they were ready Kripa wearing deep wine red saree with her deep wine lipstick looking like any seductive goddess who would have decended from heaven

While Vinay who was unwillingly but looking more handsome Than author herself white saree with it's fabric flowing down his shoulder the white wig which effortlessly

Made him looked like some beautiful mortal person from some Chinese historical drama

But unwantedly his face had a sad sigh kind of which like doremon when nobita would ask him to give him gadgets

"Yayaaa I wanted to try this finally I will try" Kripa chirmed with joy her eyes gleaming excitement

"And mai yaha Bali ka bakra bangaya" vinay said only for him to hear other wise

He knew she would become mayandri from chhotabheem and attack him

"Okay okay they re near let's start it" she said

And played a music

~Chikni Chameli ~

His eyes widened with horror "gana chunna bhi toh kya hey bhagwan marwayegi yeh ladkiya ek din mujhe"

And out of no where she satrted dancing no —not ofcourse like human but like possed witches from macbeth

And made vinay also dance with her

Sorry for the delay  in update cutiess!

How was the chapter because my myself wasn't satisfied with it I felt as if my grammar for this chapter were not good enough !

How was the flashback? well it's still in progress

And the thing is lately I have been feeling like the story is not good enough because I am not feeling like anyone is able to understand this the way they are enemy I won't be depicting them just lovers in few chapters it will take ample amount of time🤧

So feel free to review this chapter as you want as I myself am not satisfied with this but still I'll be waiting for your reviews🤗

Love you alll itna bada wala💕

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